October 20, 2011

On again....off again.....out again.....through again.....

Nope....this is not a Dr. Seuss (from the Sneeches) post, his words just seem to resemble my life right now.

Except they would be "off again.....on again......out again.....through again...."

As you may have guesses....I'm back on anti-depressant.  I know the last time I posted I talked about upping the methylfolate and seeing how that went.  And I was going to....but I didn't. 

I have a very good reason for my impatience....and once I am feeling "inspired" to write about it, I will.  (right now my brain seems to be experiencing some technical difficulties).

It was a really hard decision.  One that I did not take lightly and one that caused a lot of anxiety, stress and tears, but in the end I found peace (oh...sweet peace) so I went for it.

And I'm feeling pretty good about the decision....even thought I'm not exactly happy about it.

What?  Does that even make sense? 

Hopefully it will....when I get around to explaining it all.  The words just wont come to me now (and I promised the readers from my other blog Testosterone Overload that I would post something about it here on MMUW today.)


So...here it is....for now....

(if you want to read a rather sarcastic/comical report go ahead and check it out here on T.O....."It takes a village......")


Maybe tomorrow there will be more.....

(although tomorrow is the closing day of T.O.'s big Birthday Bash Giveaways (amazon gift cards and digi scrapbook gift certificate up for grabs) so I might be a bit busy.  P.S. don't forget to come on over and enter to win).

Maybe.....
forMMM
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9 comments:

Judy said...

Hope that you start feeling better and that your feeling of peace continues to pull you through this!

Melanie said...

Thank you Judy. I have great faith that everything will turn out fine....it's just a matter of how long it takes.

Lisa said...

Love you Mel!

Melanie said...

Thanks Lisa...you too. :)

Anita said...

Blessings.

Mom of 12 said...

Thanks for stopping by my blog and leaving a comment! It's so nice to meet you. I'm your newest follower!
Sandy

Melanie said...

Welcome Sandy! I'm very happy to have you here.

Stef said...

After my fourth baby I hit bottom like I never had. No matter what I tried I couldn't find my happy. It was so hard. Worst time of my life. I look back with tears every time I think about it.
I say, you have to find your happy, whatever works. I hope you get your happy back. No-one deserves to feel like I felt a few years ago!

Melanie said...

Thanks Stef. I am reading between the lines and figure that you no longer feel that way. I'm so happy for you.

And you are right...no one deserves to feel that way.

Thanks for the encouragement.

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